Tuesday, February 28, 2006

to abby:
though i am not a believer in God.
but i think of it this way for you.
treat wad has happened to you.
as a test.
a test that God puts you in.
and yes, you failed.
but its okay.
you know and you learn from your mistake.
and on that re-test God gives you.
you will pass, with flying colors.
=) smile.
i dont wanna see you cry okay?



anyway. my horoscope is super cool today.
HAH. read:

After one last day of teasing you with lingering glances that last just a tad too long to be socially acceptable, as of late this evening, a certain person will finally be ready to say what's on their mind. If you're unattached and interested, stare back. In fact, stare back for even longer than they do. Think of it as a contest. Resolve to win, and see how long you can make it last. Got eye drops, though?

WAHAHA. staring competition. woooh.
rocks ROX

me_________`e-leen *
1:35 PM

Sunday, February 26, 2006

i feel weird.
lol.
just weird okay.
anyway.
my cough is still bad.
flu's better.
but i'm still coughin like siao.
urgh.


what happen when you become the main source of a pain?

me_________`e-leen *
11:29 PM

Friday, February 24, 2006

i just realised.
that i have so many frens who cared for me.
frens and relatives. =)

i shall name everyone who cared.

*timothy
*cheryl
*lianghao
*junming
*abby
*ele
*leonard
*nicky
*weibin
*jiajia
*stella

thank you guys so much.
for making me so touched.
=) i feel a warm feeling inside me.
now i know. whenever i have troubles or feeling low.
i have friends to accompany me.
=)
i love all my friends.

me_________`e-leen *
11:15 PM



okay.
woke up today feeling abit better.
went bb court again.
cuz junwei pon remedial for me to go there.
and if i dun go i feel bad.
den i reached there.
zheng an/alvan/randy was there.
i asked them.
they said jw went home.
-.-.
okay nvm.
cheryl was there too.
soo. we played cards.
talked crap.
timothy came.
i was so afraid there was gonna be trouble with him and alvan.
but luckily no.
but its was so funny.
lol.
de guys were lame can.
hahaha.
went to dunman sec after randy went off.
supposedly went to support netball.
tkgs vs dunman.
in de end zheng an and tim ended up playing bb.
-.-.
den i suddenly felt super hungry.
i din eat lunch.
mom dun cook and i gave my last CENTS to my sis to take bus.
i dun even have like 5cents.
den cheryl had to lend me money again.
i was so hungry dat my stomach hurts.
so much dat i cried.
boohoo.
den tim got shocked.
den cycled out to but cup noodles for me.
=) thanks man.
i ate it all up.
including the veggies.
dats how hungry i was.
i mean.
i was talking to ele on de phone and i have to squat down cuz i have no energy to stand.
den i told her talk later.
cuz i no energy to talk.
plus i wanna eat.
hahas.
i ate.
but i got gastric.
zzz. no energy to do anything.
den i went for work.
vinky [my supervisor] asked me go home.
yay. so nice.
i punched in at 5.47pm and left at 6.10pm.
lol.
but i was really dead anyway.
plus i have flu and cough.
vinky was right.
my condition would have gotten worse if i had stayed.
zzz.
anyway i was glad she asked me to go home.
cuz i really no energy.
even now. while blogging.
such a slow speed.
and like only my fingers moving.
my wrists are not moving.
how cool.
lol.
but i'm feeling better now.
thanks guys.
thanks to you all.
okay i shall credit all of you.

thanks`
*timothy, for buying cup noodles for me and insisting i go home.
*cheryl, for lending me money again and showing so much concern for me.
*ele, for wanting to buy me some food to my work place.
*abby, for calling and making sure i'm fine.
*vinky, for letting me go home from work.
*jinxian, for covering my time though he's supposed to be off at 6pm.

yupps.
i have nice friends. =)
so.. i shall wait for my mom to be home.
den i can go have my dinner.
yay.


horoscope: Being brazen has its advantages. First of all, it's extremely appealing to prospective suitors and an absolute magnet for friends. It's fire, and whether it's in a fireplace or in a person's attitude doesn't matter. That famously hypnotic quality is still there. Someone who wants to woo you, for a variety of reasons, will show you more than a little bit of fire right now, and you'll find it quite appealing. Play the game, though. Don't let on just yet.

lol.
since weibin and i are both virgos.
and have de same horoscope.
he said, "so heed its advice and start flirting"
LOL.
ok cool.

me_________`e-leen *
7:09 PM

Thursday, February 23, 2006

met abby after work at 3pm.
met fang.
went bb court.
asap cuz junwei pushing us.
lol.
zheng an and alvan there too.
and small jeremy.
yupps.
dun really play much.
just shoot around.
zzz.
de guys got horny.
lol.
cuz there was this couple about 20m away.
at de void deck.
frenching and stuffs.
and they were in skool uniform.
dats not de best part.
de coolest part is..
de gal was giving de guy blowjobs.
OMTIAN.
its a public place for gosh sake.
eww?
they wanna be de next nyp video issit?
lol.
anyway.
the guys keep looking there.
lol.
haha.
den alvan koped jeremy's bike and abducted abby.
lol.
no la.
actually is abby tong bang de bike.
den we dunno where they went.
LOL.
ok.
mervin came.
erms.
oh yes.
bryan [jiajun] came.
and den.
all of us started to play catching.
lol.
under de void deck.
me/abby/fang/alvan/junwei/zheng an/jeremy/bryan.
played half way bernadette came.
lol.
she refused to play cuz she said she just did cross country.
haha.
anyways.
it was great fun kay.
hahaha.
but i hate running.
its my least favourite form of exercise. =(
yups.
okay.
went to send abby off.
den fang/alvan/junwei went off too.
so did bryan.
zheng an left with them too.
den me and bernadette went back to bb court.
lol.
de group playin now is a diff generation.
mervin dat age group ppl.
lol.
they are super funny.
lol.
den jeffery [esss] came.
with 2 other guys.
erms.
my age ppl ba.
hhaha..
though they teamed with merv.
they still got trashed.
lol.
ah bian and desmond - super funny can.
omg.
hahaha.
shhh :x secret btw me bernadette and them.
LOL.
okay.
went home at 7pm.
feeling quite tired.
plus i keep sneezing non-stop.
i think its de rain.
no i think its de wind.
super strong.
*ahchoo*
sniffs. boohoo.
shall slp early tonight.
or i'll really be sick.
zzz.
i have cravings for chocolate!
and someone just ate my whole packet of kit-kats.
his mother de.
LOL.
i picked that up from steph.
LOL.
okay.
my eyes are like ----> -.-
half opened.
zzz.

me_________`e-leen *
8:24 PM

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

went bb court today.
lost my phone on de way there.
panicked like siao.
went to my aunt's house.
called my phone.
de guy picked up.
arranged to meet outside tpjc to get my phone back.
got it back.
WHEW.
de guy is super nice.
ex VS.
currently tpjc malay guy.
AHHHH!
thanks sooooo much.
omg.
this would be de 4th time i lose my phone.
-.-
ok.
i AM careless.
shoot.
sue me.
zzz.
alright.
got back my phone.
HUGH relief.
went bb court.
called ppl down.
ele came.
bernadette came.
junwei and zac came.
without tza.
stupid guy.
LOL.
and we bet wad time he would come.
he stayed in skool for some gal.
zzz.
it was about 3+
i bet 5.
de rest bet 4 plus.
i lost.
sian.
LOL.
played match.
so long nv play liao.
feels good.
=).
basketball rocks.
i'll tickle you silly if u disagree.
LOL.
anyways.
tza went to some gal's house awhile.
his fren was sick i think.
yups.
junwei and zac left at 4.47pm.
LOL.
i rmb cuz zac shouted.
"junwei, its 4.47. shall we go now?"
i was like, "why 4.47 muz go?"
junwei: "dunno.. its just zac."
LOL.
ok dats was funny.
anyways.
tza came back after they left.
timothy came too.
lol.
haven seen him for a long long long time.
ele went to meet rexue in tm.
den leonard came to meet cheryl awhile.
lol.
den he left.
woots.
played match again.
wee.
oh yes fang came too.
=p.
okay.
hmm.
tza left about 6plus.
with tim.
played another match.
got trashed cuz rexue me and fang one team.
and rexue is NOOB at bb.
zzz.
LOL.
okay i'm gonna get defame.
alright i shall not play cass anymore.
LOL.
yes so we have a noob on de team.
LOL.
tim came back.
but me bernadette fang ele rexue decided to leave for dinner.
yupps.
ate macs.
saw abby and des.
yupps.
ele and rexue went home.
me fang bernadette went back to bb court.
no one there.
zzz.
becuz they are having some stupid taekwondo training.
omg?
i find it stupid.
WHY THE HELL DID THEY HAVE TRAINING THERE?
its a FREAKING BASKETBALL COURT.
you play BASKETBALL there.
not have TAEKWONDO there.
kns.
and all those stupid functions they always hold there.
COMMON LA.
USE UR TINY BRAINS TO THINK.
the court is there for us to play basketball.
not to hold function.
GRRR.
its dumb.
cant they hold their functions somewhere else.
and common.
find ur own place to have taekwondo or silat training.
if u cant find a place.
and DONT open such dumb courses that takes up places that are NOT meant for these stuffs.
yes.
i'm FREAKING pissed.
wouldn't you?
if u happily bring ur basketball down.
and find some function there.
or ppl have taekwondo.
like.. -.-zZZ?
dumb dumb DUMB.
its as stupid as ppl using chopsticks to bun their hair.
LOL.
ya but it is isnt it?
ok wadever.
i strongly think that de government should go hold their stupid events somewhere else.
GRRRR.

me_________`e-leen *
2:34 AM

Sunday, February 19, 2006

akira =)

me_________`e-leen *
1:22 PM

Thursday, February 16, 2006

yay.
went basketball court today.
so fun.
missed playing.
called fang and ah seng.
went with my sis.
din get to play at 1st.
no actually din get to play at all.
-.-
but ya.
tza was there.
called alvan.
said he see 1st.
den i couldnt contacts him after that.
-.-
merv was there too.
yups.
so was desmond.
he is like. 190+
LOL.
giant.
talked to tza.
actually missed him. OMG.
haha.
heard from bernadette who came later.
dat he was attached.
with some gal.
nv tell me. =(
LOL.
played bb abit
just played tag abit.
yups.
alex came.
alex de rude lil boy.
-.-
haha.
jeremy too.
super cute!
hahaha.
played with him tag too.
haha.
tag-ball to be precisely.
jun rong came.
LOL.
he looked super cute omg.
his bb jersey and pants looked SUPER big on him.
wahha.
but he's good at bb.
for a lil kid.
barely 1.20m.
yups.
HAHA.
jeffery came too.
den he realised my sis from esss too.
and they talked.
woooh.
haha.
hmm.
oh yes.
tell u guys something funny
a lil boy.
like.. maybe p5?
but about same size as junrong.
small small one.
tried to hit on me.
LOL?
wahahaha.. super funny
he asked for my name.
i said "HUH?"
he went like, "err nvm."
HAHAHA.
omg hilarious.
but he's like a mini-beng.
hahaa.
jun rong is super cute.
omg.
i think i'm paedophile.
LOL.
wahahas.
called timothy.
he owes my $1o.
not tza.
LOL
zhi hao was there too.
he did de noise.
de one guys always do to call ppl.
like some kinda squeak.
LOL.
funny guy he.
hahaha.
miss de bb peeps.
missed play bb.
shall go more often.
haha.
i have to beat up alvan for abby.
HAHA.
and get my money from tim.
to pay fang.
-.-
LOL.
tim changed i think.
i hope.
he kept saying sorry over de phone.
i've nv heard tim said sorry b4.
LOL.
well.
i hope he changes for de better.
or he turned out like alan.
-.-
darn those mcps.
keep hoging de court.
ppl dun need to play ar.
and who's de dumb ass who destroyed one of de rims?
leaving one half a court to play with?
hmph.
vandalisers.
boo.
okie.
i shall meet up with bernadette again next time to play bb.
yay.
bb rocks ROX.
haha.
ok cool.

i dun feel like finding that special someone now.

me_________`e-leen *
10:55 PM



i suddenly dun feel like it.
yups.
i wanna study hard.
i feel like going university.
shall focus on my studies.
jia you.
shall not think about anything else.
dun bug me or i'll kill u.
wahahas.
today rocks ROX.
bought my newbie jacket.
yay.
super nice.
bought a super nice skirt from Ice Lemon Tea too.
yay.
shall wear both out on sat with ele.
den go steph's birthday party.
wooh.
i miss tkgs.
when there's no guys.
guys are irritating.
and they are de ones who hurt de most.
boo.
anyway.
i love you jy.
u are so sweet.
haha.
i wore skirt and a pink top out.
i asked jy do i look nice.
he said, "you looked nice in anything."
AWwww.
so nice thanks!!
haha.
you rocks ROX.
love u too josh.
thanks for de cd.
though its really belated.
but ya.. hmm. haha
lets go out one day.
haven gone out since de last time we all studied tog at mp lib.
haha.
though we din really studied.
but talked lots of crap.
LOL.
hmmm.
lets go bowling again next time.
i improved.
haha.
i got 104.
yay.
i think i shall be lesbian.
LOL.
cuz gals rocks ROX.
HAHA~
oh yes.
saw lots of hot guys today.
too bad ele/abby.
u guys are attached.
wahaha.
more for me.
i'm greedy.
shoo.
LOL.
ok cool.
going bb court tmr.
abby says "if u see alvan, beat him up."
as u can see.
abby is not as innocent as she seems.
HAHA.
she's an undercover da jie.
yups.
liang kun is dead.
of cuz i do de dirty job.
LOL.
oh yes.
tza owes me and abby money.
see la.
not only da jie.
loan shark somemore.
low interest of only 10%.
anyone interested.
HAHA.
most likely going with my mei tmr.
den see if de guys are there.
those same old ppl.
OH YES.
i can ask ah seng.
yay.
but he'll ask fang to go.
boo.
LOL.
oh wells.
i miss those peeps.
tza/liang kun/bernadette/timothy [i think he died]/junwei/xiao mei
hope they are going.
wont be de same without them. =(
can u even imagine abby used to think i like tim?
LOL.
LOL.
LOL.
LOL.LOL.LOL.LOL.LOL.LOL.LOL.LOL.LOL.LOL.
ok.
HAHA.
or like tza used to like me.
LMAO.
den in de end actually he liked her.
LMAO.LMAO.LMAO.
and omg.
liang kun is oh-so-funny.
haha.
he is gay.
and tza is his gay partner.
no doubt about.
we have proves.
HAHA.
tim another funny guy.
but he's nice la.
AT TIMES.
haha.
loves teasing us.
loves teasing and bullyin me de most.
maybe dats y abby thot he liked me.
or i liked him.
LOL.LOL.LOL
its ok abby.
i dun go for younger guys.
though i thot that kah hwee was super cute.
but ya.
HAHA.
merv is super rubbish too.
see him alot recently.
haha.
pro at bb.
haha.
ah gong of de court k.
dun pray pray.
shucks i even miss dat group of ah bengs always loitering there and trying to kope our ball.
LOL.
damn ppl.
oh yes.
i miss my di di[s] too.
jun rong and lucas.
both p5 this yr.
but like mini-chao-ah-bengs.
sigh.
hopeless la these two.
junrong abit better.
HAHA.
those two boys.
super cheeky.
de only times u heard them call me jie is when they want me to treat them something.
-.-
terrible.
oh yes.
alex de rude kid.
super rude.
should be p6 this yr.
when u talk to him.
u seriously have to control de urge to wack his face.
HAHA.
he's super rude.
hahaha.
miss playing bb.
omg.
like din play for ages.
din play serious game for ages.
hmm.
shall jio shirin they all out one day.
den gals against tza they all.
we'll lose.
but its de fun i'm going for.
weee.
oh yes.
i got 3 gangs of bb ppl.
haha.
tza one.
shirin one.
den i oso have shaun/weiquan/aaron.
haha.
they are good too.
HAHA.
weiquan has hot bod.
HAHA.
cuz when we play they always strip in front of us [me and eliz]
HAHAHA.
only aaron.
shy.
HAHA.
ppl's body not so nice la.
HAHHAA. :x so bad.
HAHA.
shaun always choose de wrong time to jio me out for pool.
-.-
and he keep wanting to jio me out to drink oso.
he pay oso.
but siao.
like i can go out at night drink liddat.
den he suggested we drink at my house door-step.
LOL.
tiok-kan more easy.
SIAO.
hahaha.
shaun is funny la.
hmm.
shall jio them out for pool next time.
HAHA. with eliz of cuz.
miss huan they all too.
haven seen them for so long.
been frens for so long. huan/jerome/damien/nabil/chris.
all of them more shuai now.
LOL.
but still so childish. -.-
den have to go down to sembawang one day.
with cheryl.
get my shoes from weibin.
he drew them for me =)
and his mp3 has been with me for more den one month.
yups.
not say i miss them
who can miss luke la.
LOL.
but ya.
i had HAD fun with them.
sometimes.
SOME of them.
ray/luke/weibin/junwei
luke is super childish.
weibin is like de most mature there la.
and he's not bad looking. =p.
LOL.
ok.
cool.
tmr going bb court.
have to jio jy/josh gang out one day.
have to jio huan/jerome gang out one day.
have to jio shaun/wq gang out one day.
have to jio shirin/farhana gang out one day.
have to go down to sembawang one day.
k i'm super busy.
HAHA.

me_________`e-leen *
12:09 AM

Sunday, February 12, 2006

- sat 11 feb -
went to meet abby in bus 10.
met ele at parkway.
ate bk.
met up with gerald/joel/justin/sh at ecp.
went blading.
rocksROX
missed blading with farhana and shirin they all.
sigh.
blading for 2 hrs.
de guys started arm-wrestled.
de girls got hooked too.
LOL.
and now we have muscle aches.
-.-
hahaha.
and we started chopping branches.
-.-.
den i got blue-black.
and justin chopped my arm.
=(
cuz he says he hates me.
LOL
justin is BIASED.
LOL.
he karated my hand.
=( boo.
lol... jkjk.
went pp yoshi to eat after that.
den went to katong shopping center.. bowling
haha.. i almost got turkey.
coolios.
like two strikes and a spare.
my best game ever so far.
104.. haha cool.
ele went home.
de guys went joel's house.
we and abby went to pasir ris park.
went cheers.
abby: "i wan jolly shandy"
me: "hey bacardi breezer.. 2 for $7.90"
abby: ok ^.^
i bought de drinks.
yay. din get caught.
coolios.
hahhaa.
of cuz when i was buying abby was like... far FAR away.
LOL.
took forever to open de bottle caps..
haha. inexperienced wot.
went to de breakwaters.
de wind was nice.
so was de moon.
super nice.
i love dat night's moon. =)
yups.
had gals talk. =)
yup.

me_________`e-leen *
11:23 PM

Saturday, February 11, 2006

i did very badly.
VERY.
it was not up to my expectations.
and everyone's else.
lucky for me my mom and dad were supportive of my choice =)
but i think all my cousins, aunts and uncles will be super disappointed.
cuz i used to be one of de smartest in de family.
i mean seriously la.
tkgs.
den get results liddat.
even i myself is ashamed.
but wad i get is wad i get.
no point thinking much or regreting.
so i shall just hope i can get in de course i wan to go.
and work hard for poly.
maybe i'll go for uni.
i dunno.
*cross my fingers*

me_________`e-leen *
12:39 AM

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

ah seng and his fren darren came to ka jiao me today.
while i was working.
den they pei wo eat lunch/tea at 4pm.
haha.
finished work at 8 today.
met up with ele/gerald/justin/minkay.
justin is bias =(
lol.
ohh.. while working today i saw justin.
erm. justin tan.
ERM. justin tan from st hilda's.
my age.
yea. my ex-tuition fren.
=)
oh cool.
i have nothing more to say.
yay.
results coming on 10 feb.
=(
i wanna get my results.
but i'm scared.
wad if i can't even go poly?
SIGH.
ok be optimistic.
i always have been right?
SIGH.


why am i feeling so down?
i need someone.
someone who can give me love and warmth.
and i'm still waiting for that someone to come.

me_________`e-leen *
10:05 PM

Monday, February 06, 2006

if i find out u hurts her.
u are a goner.

okie... met up with abby and ele today.
went buying stuffs.
chocs and more chocs.
lol.
saw chris.raj
and his fren.
haha.
ok dats abt it for today.
LOL.
saw alot of other ppl.
miss tkgs lots.
sigh.

i think i'm gonna give up.
and forget everything.
it's not use continuing anyway.

me_________`e-leen *
11:02 PM



it seems that now everytime i tagged is about bad stuffs..
noooooooooooooooooooooooooo way.
dats no eileen man. =)
alright i shall blog happy things.
HAHA.
aloysious is super cute. HAHAHA!
ok ignore that.
LOL.
gerald/abby/sh.. rubbed my blue-black till de shape is like... dotz.
it looks worse.. LOL.

went ele's house ytd.
ALL DE FOOD. wooooh.
oh guess wad.
MAH BOW TAN SHOOK HANDS WITH ME.
muahaha.
and is he came over to shake MY hands.
he APPROACHED me k.
ok la. US.
haha. meaning.. sh/gerald/joel/justin/abby/ele.
AND WE LIED.
we said we were ALL waiting for results >.< .
sorry mr mah.
LOL.
but de food were amazing.
of cuz. chefs were hired to cook for us.
wad were u thinking man.
do we have to cook ourselves?? nooooooooo.
ele u rock ROX
and so does ytd.
rocksROX <----- gerald's style ROX.
R-O-with a X
haha

erm. ok i have nothing ese to tag.
OH CRAP. k gtg bathe. lol.
meeting ele and abby at 3.30..... >.<
i'm gonna be late.....
NAH!.. LOL...
i'm always de one waiting for these two qian jings.. LOL
ok joking relax. haha.


things are different now.
it is hard.
but i will try.
i will try my very best.

me_________`e-leen *
2:42 PM

Friday, February 03, 2006

i feel damn hurt.
my family dun seemed like a family.
for those ppl who knew.
abt de laptop and stuffs.
how i told u guys i thot it was my sis who hid it.
i just realised de whole family knows where it was but me.
they were hiding it from ME.
all becuz by the time i returned home from work.
like 12 plus. and bathed and stuffs.
i used de laptop till 2 plus.
they find it long.
so they hid it.
from ME ALONE.
nvm.
i asked my mom for permission to use it.
okay she asked my mei to get it.
when i turned it on.
it says it needs pw.
my jie put it in.
ok nvm. i called her for de pw.
she asked my mei to ans.
told her de pw.
cuz she din wanna let me know.
i felt damn hurt.
my own family.
keeping stuffs from me.
de trust aint there.
abby and ele said its for good cause.
ok.
wad about the time my sis punched me.
for fun.
i rmbed once.
we played chinese chess.
she lost. i won.
but she pulled my hair hard.
and asked who won.
i had to say its her.
whenever i try to hit her back.
she hit me back twice HARDER.
i asked b4, "jie.. why u always hit me... u think not pain issit?"
"BECUZ I HAPPY"
if i slap my mei.. she tells my mom and my mom would say, slap her back.
if i'm de one who got slapped.. my mom says "huo gai"
my dad threw a plate at me once.
it shattered.
and cut my arm.
i rmbed it.
it was bleeding.
i still have de scar.
all becuz i din wanna give my mei one wanton.
and my dad loves my mei de most.

i'm beginning to think wad de guy in "xiao hai bu ben 2" said was true.
HOME is just a place for me to sleep in.
my sis wanted a mp3.
my dad got it for her.
my brother wanted de starwars game.
my dad got it for him.
i wanted a new phone.
"why u need to get a new one? u'll probably lost it again."
my sis and mom said that.
i feel damn sad.
maybe abby is right.
family is something that you can rely on for help. when you're really in need, NO family will hesitate to help each other out.
but right now.
my family is treating me like shit.
like as if i dun belong there.
ele told me to go over her house for a few days.
meaning run away from home.
my mom would probably scold me like siao after they found me.
and my dad would hit me till i die.
i think only my mei would understand me.
afterall. she's de closest to me.
she can relate more to me.
she suffered from my jie's beatings too.
maybe its why i'm so chor lor.





HOME is not home to me anymore.

me_________`e-leen *
11:28 PM



yay.
watched xiao hai bu ben twice.
cried alot twice.
LOL.
it's so touching can.
omtian.
1st time went to bugis with ele to watch.
ytd watched again with joel-sh-abby and ele AGAIN.
haha.
super nice show k.





k i'm destined to pass v-day alone again.
like de past 16 yrs.
coolios.
supposed to go out with ele.
but i made a pact with her.
if anyone jio her out -and i think most likely yes-
dun for de sake of not wanting to ps me and reject de person.
meaning i'm askin her to go if someone ask.
if not its me, myself and ele.
HAH cool it rhymes.
i think i'm born to help other ppl but myself.
born to make other ppl happy but myself.
as long as they are happy, even if it means sacrificing my own happiness it's alright.
it goes for both frens and the ONE.
though i not even sure myself if he's de one.
but this has always been my pact: nv to like someone who alr has a partner or someone he likes.
it's me to just try to forget de guy.
or prob help him get his gal.
cool.
i'm so noble.
i'm TOO noble.
but i can't help it.
i like to see de happiness in others.
keep de pain for myself.
suffer in silence.
of cuz ppl like abby is super happy now.
thanks to yours truly.
but i got 4 wacks for rewards.
coolios.
ok she gave me a card to express her thanks la.
haha. you owe me a treat abby.
sigh.
nvm.
ele u're mine on v-day.
LOL.
aww... i think someone will ask u out.
dats super saddening.
=( boohoo.
it's ok.
i shall take my time to find mr right.
he's here somewhere.
and hopefully i wont spend de next v-day alone again.
cheers.

me_________`e-leen *
11:29 AM

.eileen.KYLE.
.7teen.
.temasek polytechnic.
.interior architecture and design.